I just can't read them anymore. I used to LOVE them. Now, It's so obvious that they are just fiction :)But erotica ? Oooh, yeah.
I'm starting one of Rachel Kramer Bussel's recently published paperbacks tonight called 'Yes, Sir'.
I'm horny just thinking about it.
I can't wait to go to bed and rub my pink clit harder and harder until I'm dripping wet thinking about about whichever one of the stories totally drove me crazy.
Thank goodness I can have orgasms whenever I want them.
I may not be making love or being made love to - but at least I can still feel pleasure, feel desire, feel that tingle that makes me feel seductive and alive.
Even if I never feel the welcome weight of a man's body on mine again - a man I want. Even if my arms never enfold someone I adore again. Even if my small screams of pleasure when I come will only be heard by me.
My body doesn't care that there are no warm eyes wide with desire fastened on mine, no hands in my hair, no kisses being exchanged...
No hands cupping my breasts, stroking my belly, parting my thighs...
My body doesn't care that it is my fingers that rub me; that there is no answering heartbeat pounding against mine; no rigid slippery cock pressing and slowly entering... Filling and claiming me...
Changing positions, kneeling behind me, anchoring my hips, squeezing my bottom...
No quickening of breaths, no moans of appreciation, no exclamations of intensity...
My body doesn't care. It just knows an orgasm - or two - or three, feel good...
I can't read romance novels anymore... They're just fiction :)


8 comments:
It is amazing how words on a page can ignite the senses. Truly the brain is the largest sexual organ.
I myself can't read fiction much either. I find real experiences are more arousing to the senses. I hope you enjoy the new read!
You drive me crazy!
I used to LOVE bodice rippers then decided that horror, mystery and erotic were SO much more exciting.
I know exactly how you feel Annie.
I've never read a romantic novel in my life and never intend to. They would all seem pretty tame after reading blogs like yours!
With writing like yours, who in the world would want a petty little romance novel? :)
I like the erotic romantic books. Some erotica are really...though I'm blanking out on the author this time.
Yeah, thank goodness the clit doesn't know the difference between alone and not alone...though most of the time, I am just plain lazy to do anything or too tired.
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